I just found an old note from my grandmother to me…
She gave it to me when I turned 20… She tells the secret formula of happiness…
Sireli Ani jan
Uzum em lines yerjanik_
1. Urakhacir nuynisk poqr banic
2. Sirir bolorin
3. Nerir bolorin
4. @nduni dimacinin aynpes, inchpes vor ka
… Sa e yerjankutyan banalin…
Listening to Cling Mansell – The Last Man
My grandfather turns quiet when hearing about death…
During the day he is distracted with work, home, family, tv news, our garden, his trees… but today, as our neighbour had passed away, he just sat in the living room very quiet staring at the floor.
I hope I never do realize what it is like fearing death.
He is old, Mnemosyne, he knows that… he knows not what’s after.
Fear of unknown,,, isn’t it random?
We want to know everything for sure to not fear…
My grandfather is silent because he does not know.
Listening to Jown Powell _ Death and Transfiguration