Ajoo joo Kozmo or Whatever for Today

Originally uploaded by sapan!

Dear Aubree, 

I dreamt of that job… but decided not to apply… why?
1.I don’t have my CV ready yet and today is the deadline
2. plus I don’t have the site ready too…(it was my brother’s fault)
3. also, the job is fulltime and I’m not sure if I’ll be aloud to do it virtually only
4. we might go to Odessa on July and I won’t be able to go if I get the job…

But still… I want it.

I still want to get thinner… that image of me as a ballerina is haunting me ever since my childhood dance in front of the mirror…
I guess I have to lose at least 10kg for that… God help me.

I am still waiting for signs for applying for that job… God, give me a sign!

P.S. found this photo in flickr… loved it. Hope the guy doesn’t mind that i borrowed it for my blog post… think he’s indian. … Ah, colorful India…

listening to Frozen Silence_ Letting Go

~ by rainjazzed on June 29, 2009.